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HAHHAHAHAHAHA! i know this is crazy. but my mood’s rather good today. just for laugh! for those who are struggling hard with rest of your prelims preparations. take a break!

go yearbookyourself too!

HOHOHOHOHOHO! enjoy!

p.s: im in love with this hairstyle secretly actl! shhh

in just th previous minute, i startled over a blog entry. i felt silly and this feeling sucks big time. ):

seems like everyone under th prelims stress. i haven’t been blogging. busy times with art preparations. havent been replying comments either. soon soon i promise(:

and well tmr will be my finale of art prep! YAY! no more sleepless nights!. ive been sleeping real little recently. no, i mean almost all art students were losing heads in midst of th sea of art in th middle of weeeeee hours.

one kind man told me sth important today, it really pull me up frm all th low spirits when prelims thoughts come across. who doesnt feel stress and all but we shld all stay  positive during this period. never never never demoralise yourself(: thks aik((:

let’s dash through this, my friends.

till thn, th big day. or anytime i find time to update this lovely space of mine again.

okay, i know im a lil late but happy 43rd birthday singapore!

anw, yestd. piano practical was bad. the examiner was indeed old but not senile. ): i was goddamn nervous and all, before, during and after th exams. nervous to tt i may not do well, nervous when im playing and nervous when it’s over and i need to wait for th results. results wont be out sooon, end of yr or early nxt yr i guess. i dint do my best i think, but it was th best out of th worst alrd. well, i really think i did my best after some assurance. im really grateful to what you’ve said, it did help. i actl have th thought of not going when i was penning down my previous entry, was super helpless. but it kinda kill tt thought and made me felt tt i shld go, thank you. i hate being observed by ppl alone, i fear! anw, it’s over ppl! be it good or bad results, at least i turned up and did want to do my best.

as promised, went to sentosa with friends and had some sun. they were freaking late like for an hour plus! sophia and i waited super long! but it was quite fun yestd. my back, chest, shoulder, legs, etc are either sunburnt or black now. okay, i guess most of th photos are with me and i havent send them yet. hahahaha. remind me over at msn again!

pau was coming to join us initially but some miscommunication luh. and im meeting her tmr to chiong our colour combination! ace art!

it’s war tmr.

not exaggerating, serious! i scouted for an ear in my contacts but shut th application in th end. turn to msn, nothing catches. idk leh, i need to be emotinally secured by ppl everytime. shucks. it may be a meagre piano grade tmr but it’s big to me. im feeling super lousy right now.

so i turned to th internet.

DAY BEFORE YOUR EXAM
Most people on the night before an exam practice for 5-6 hours, studying until some ungodly hour in the morning. This is a big no-no!

thn how?

Don’t try to do any last minute revision for your exam. Chances are that you will only put unneeded pressure on yourself and more importantly you will only have a small chance to remember it for your exam. Do not get distracted by other things in your life. Your piano exam is tomorrow – everything else can wait another day.

screw your tips.

choppy waves of fear, im near to tears.

thank god, i’ve got jack:)

一定是最近很迟冲凉很晚睡觉. 哎呀, 总之发烧不好受.更糟糕是, 星期五有钢琴考试.

我不要!

okay, i cant type chi and this entry took me eons. shld be going to sch tmr.

really! im super lazy luh. i had my brunch and sat down in front of th computer again. but im gonna have my shower now and head off to causeway pt. T.T maybe a movie tonight with family too. to be continued luh, when i get bck.

so i went dinner with tyty, teeyang, bingrong and houng yestd evening. we decided on th chicken rice shop in vivocity. it was pretty well flavoured, msg i suppose. hahaha. but it tasted okay, maybe a lil overpriced? went tangs, i couldnt find th kose counter, teeyang got some stuff, walked around and idea struck. bingrong showed us his act beng photos in his phone with outfits frm topshop, zara, pull and bear, etc. hahaha, maybe i exaggerated abit but well they decided to have a make over at some of th suggested boutiques anyway. oh, plus, armani exchange. -.-

and seriously, they are th vainest guys i’ve ever met. tt was my mega first time waiting outside male changing rooms for these guys to go in and out, flaunt abit in th mirror and go in again! im a girl leh, and i felt like maid yestd! anw, i saw their split personalities. th ah beng, th mr skinny jeans, mr cardigan, kwaves drama lead actor and some rich brothers luh. pretty interesting though, lol.

and guess what! i saw xuelin in adidas store and we went crazy. HAHAHAHHAHAHHAH. we were super shocked to see each other thr. okay, and we laughed damn loud when we spot some similarity on our finger!

headed nxt to prata shop near NUS, walk bck to clementi stn, cabbed to pioneer mall, sit in macdonald, and bck home. in short

i reached home at twooooooooooo am. loaded a movie, my eyes couldnt wait for th buffering, shut down pc, on bed. in short

toook a lousy picture with lousy phone on night mode. ): dint bring along camera. it was lousy so i might as well filmgrain it. hahahaha(: okay, and tt was mr skinny jeans massaging kwaves drama lead actor’s leg on bus 183 on th way to pratashop.

/edit: okay, i can hear my mom rumbling abt me not buying th stuff she entrusted me to yestd now. i think i really have to drag my feet down to causeway metro in th noon tmr to get th kose. siannnn. ):