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it’s th guess show! hahahaha.

okay, i know it’s lame. you can all know, visit ashley’s blog! i think we’ve got cool eyes and it’s not difficult if you know us well!

jack’s performing at paragon at 6pm tmr. wish him luck with coral(: and tmr dinner with friends, shant eat for th whole day until dinner manszxszx.

and you seeeeeee th camera in my eyeeeeeeee. isnt it cooooooooool? <3

yawn, long day. hah. idk, just long day.

anw, im very happy! i’ve reserved my ibaby a few weeks bck thn! all thks to alvin! his recommendation. hahahaha! we both just reserved it without our parental consent luh. it’s time to save up.  i really love it even though many said negative. beta, problems, new generation. and yuko say to ask my dad to get it when he’s at u.s. idk, hahahaha. im just very happy tt i made a step closer to it. even it’s very small and all!

p.s: 10 days to doomsday. ):

sometimes, you’ve got an ans in ur heart, you know of th decision you want. but somehow or rather, you cant find th common voices around you. dont regret over stuff. you know what’s best and you did ur best.

it really takes big courage for someone to be. girl, i salute you.

anw, today has been harvesting. other thn loafing around, i completed some art prep. i finally dragged my lazy butt down on chair to start working. ace art paper! oh yah, during th loafing time, i tried on a few chords jack taught me on guitar. i wanted to take a video on it but got a funny candid shot instead. im nice to share! i took th video too. but i think it sounded weird, guess jack dint tune it and i dont know how to use th pitch pipe luh! hahaha.

HAHAHAHAHA!

okay. nvm, next.

to join or not to join? tt’s a question.

rachel! howhow? ):

well, i learnt th sun salutation posture today. tough man. hahahhah. and as usual, i fell asleep during th savasana thing. it’s indeed better thn sleep. it puts me to nine clouds, damn shiok. hahhahhaha. ask me teach you.

andandand, actl, today’s not tt shit. i kinda like it. chem test was rather easy leh. and PE i dint see blinkblink at all. was at quad playing vball. shifted to hall right after recess bell’s gone. i like every recess. it keeps me motivated to go sch study after 七仔 being one of th reason(: and i think mr kurt’s damn cooooool. his voice over th assembly reading was damn mesmerising. today’s a loafing day, i only cleared 3 chapts of chemistry. shucks.

well, seems like hairband day aint tt bad uh. all th fringe away frm forehead made me felt refreshed. hahhahhah. and i really cannot find a proper black hairband at hme. i hope ms wong dont catch me tmr.

it was sunny and i decided to tan my left profile on th corridor and little monkey was just being irritating. hahhahahah! im just kidding, on th tanning part, but irritating part is true! zei gua lil monkey!

oh yea, i cut my fringe a lil short. aint bang aint slant. gonna hairband to sch everyday until it’s decent enough to be flaunted. i think my classmates got a shock with my fringe. and all my friends said it’s hideous. lol.

i, just, felt, like, banging, my, head, onto, th, wall.

stupid me. i shldnt have done it yestd night. while evrybody’s growing their nice long fringes. i snipped it off. i thought it will turn out good leh. damn it.

but well, im still happy! today’s a happy day.

tmr’s kinda shit though. i hate PE with mr blink blink, he’s mundane enough to make me fall asleep half way through my warming up. :X dear 4E6, thr’s chem test tmr on th periodic table. pls read up and all th best

p.s: best joke of th day. up up chewy p***! i love you xueggy mah!

p.p.s: credits to 同性恋者 for scanning in th class photos!

indeed, tys is th best help now for last min O lvl preparations. start practising ur tys now!

and im very addict to apple dippers frm mcdonalds recently! i find it delicious, far more thn th apples mom cut. and th caramel goes well. try it!

have been keeping up th habit with radio plug in ears and novel in hand. i want english to improve and coming soon is english oral. good luck ppl! have got a few novels by Jane Austen, i find it rather nice. i couldnt find some books too. kinda disappointed, shall try kinokuniya/times bkstore someday.

or if you’re a kind soul, you can surprise me by dropping it into my mailbox or leave it on my classroom desk. i’ll be very much thankful!(: “Twelve Times Blessed” by Jacquelyn Mitchard and ” The Notebook” by Nicholas Sparks.

shant be bothered by negative stuff, i have got no time masnxsz. and anw, ive still got friends who understand!(: our class video’s almost done alrd. double yay! tmr’s geog test for map reading, dear 4E6, rmb ur protractor, ruler, string, etc etc. all th best!

and i think not many people comment here despite th views. dear readers, leave a comment after viewing to inform me abt ur presence. even if i dont know you! im quite friendly actl:)

i’ll like to respond to ur comments too, and i’ll make it a point to, starting frm this entry!

i shld have long realise, blog is webwide, worldwide. everything i’ve post up here will reserve no privacy. not saying tt i shld not type. i love typing, i love sharing. and i cant change th people around me, although, very much th fact is tt, th big part in me want to change people for th positive stuffs i’ve written.

but well… for th negative stuffs i’ve written?

i’ll love to treat it as a lil getaway or a channel to express myself honestly. never did i coerce anyone to like it. im not a blogger, im just someone who owns a blog. ive got no obligations to type in th favour of anyone. this is not my income source.

and for everything i’ve done, pls do not stereotype me. looking it in your way is your choice but conventionally putting me in th group of your choice is unfair.

after everything above, i thought of th conversation between tyty and i a week ago. i told him how uncomfortable i felt when i got to know some unpleasant stuffs. i got really upset by it. his advice was very true. i cant change people’s impression, but i wont change my way of doing either(: again, i’ve got no obligations to. if you know me well enough, i do care abt how ppl judge me, very much. my significant one, my family, my friends, my relatives, my teachers, my classmates, my schmates, even to ppl whom i dont know. anyone!

if you really do know me well, naval piercing was not out of rashness. it’s not for me being some piercing addict who like to have holes all over, not for me to be showy abt tt. it was for myself, i really like it and it was after much consideration tt i wont regret.

if you really do know me well, you’ll know tt i’ll never get any part inked at this stage of time. i know i’ll regret and tt would be permanent.

if you really know me well, you’ll know tt when i start to curse and swear over some scumbag who bullies old lady are for real. and to th cruel people who abandons, abuses animals are for real too. and tt i really quit meat for awhile because of th kfc chickens video i’ve watched. T.T and i dont mean it when i rant to you telling you i think my mom loves jack more or i think my mom dont love me. i know she did everything for us. she’s my dearest!

if you really know me well, you’ll know tt i really tear easily.

do you really understand me well now? it’s kinda like th experiment thing, i like to experience and fight for everything i want. i dont want to be th depressing office lady sitting infront of her pc for long hours, regreting abt th mundane teenage life she had. im living my life now and i like it(: maybe because im young tt’s why im saying this. idk(:

bad things come in a bundle guess, i think it’s really most probably for my dad to work in Miami, Florida, United States coming this yr end, even th name sounds unfamiliar and unfriendly. im not sure if i want tt to happen? it sound far, i’ve never thought of him heading thr and us following after he settled thr. i just know it recently, idk but he sounded keen when he’s relating. i watched too much of csi, miami, i think. ):

and if you did realise, this is a long emo entry.

few days bck thn, went to victoria concert hall to root for jack with yuko. rachel was thr with her relatives too to support geraldine. yea, i took quite a number of pictures, just lazy to upload it. take eons manszxs. damn proud of jack tt night, he aint doing any solo but he was looking smart and all! 吾家有子初長成 , 我家的小弟終於長大了! damn glad damn glad! band’s finale rekindled my passion for music. it was really great. i miss T.sax! ):

anw, if you’re wondering why im blogging. MY KEYBOARD’S FINE ALRD! damn, computer’s one big addiction. okay, promise. after updating will be dinner and revision all th way.

all counting down to first O lvl paper, panic and uncertain. let’s do it!

LOVE IT!

disclaimer: im not a bad girl! dont use impression on me. never works for me. ask around manszx. *big grin*

and seriously, i dint know ive got two moley on th back of my neck today until i see this picture. i even ask jack to verify for me if it’s moley manszxs.

and dear 4e6, 1st draft of our class video’s out alrd. thr’s much more improvisation to do. pls keep this place rss-ed for more updates and help we need! thank you!

melinda, hope you like ur birthday gift! get urself sth!

and more update on today’s yum cha tmr(: gosh tired.