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i’ll just start this entry with pictures frm yestd!

beatrice’s eclair was nice, look at her face. teeyang’s wasabi cake was uhmm, look at his face. so yah! pretty well celebrated i think urgh, damn. they are 16 alrd and they can flash their ic proudly to buy their nc tickets. happy birthday guys!

 doubleYAYNESS! 12 more days to mine! and also to all of ur chinese new yr!

howdy world.

i’ve gotten bck th O lvl chi results alrd. got an A2. yea, th minimal to continue taking higher mother tongue at first. but i guess, it’s looser now. so it’s a higher chinese paper this yr!

i think i was being paranoid before receiving my results slip luh. or perhaps it’s th atmospehere. th graduates were nervous i think. another part is tt i really have zero confidence. urgh, yuck. i hate to admit. but i was really into th holiday mood last yr when i took th paper. i just got bck frm thailand and was so not ready. i dint even remember to bring my chinese dictionary along for my paper one. and i have got half an hour more to sleep after completing paper 2.

so, you get what i mean.

and today’s th result. and i just told ervin on msn tt i dont like to wait for results which i know it’s not th best of what i can produce. and today’s th case. nevermind, at least i get to continue. im lucky enough to get myself another chance ah. no joke ah, O lvl you wait for me.

and thankyou everyone who’ve wished me goodluck and congratulations! and i seriously felt like crying talking to ron on msn just now too. sophia and i were reflecting what we’ve done for th past one yr. urggh. damn. i felt stress after hearing th results today. 

no more ambiguous relationship, free and single never this good, i need time seriously. no more stupid enthusiasm or rashness in agreeing to help anything, i need time seriously. no more hogging onto computer daily, i need time seriously. no more cursing and swearing over teachers, instead, i can spend th time with more revision, i need time seriously. no more long talk on telephone, i need time seriously.

but well, all in a healthy way. i still can have th minimal leisure

and yanqiu! we’re going to take our higher chinese paper tgt this yr. we shldnt leave anybody behind. cheer up! we can do this together! starting from now. :)

i think it’s true when you are very tired, th tendency to salivate when you sleep is true! th whole patch of my pillow is wet just now when i got up from my afternoon nap. hohoho. dont imagine luh, it’s not very nice. th point is. i was really tired.

FA GUANG FA GUANG FA GUANG!

i think i dead serious want to get a nike SB dunk pro low. for dance, for town, for any occasion i can thought of.  but th colour is not decided yet. any good reccomendation?

damn damn damn.

burnt th weekends alrd but still with lotsa hmewrk left. FOURRR COMPOSITIONNNS~ oh yes you heard me right. two eng and two chi. physics handout needa complete th blanks too.

kuang is scary.

today’s dance is fun. i prefer it to be in studio, seriously. much more cooling with mirror. pls! rain more often on sunday! okay, cant be too blabber today. chiong chiong! and susanna tan got a new phone!

JUST FOR LAUGH. VICTIMS IN TH PICTURE, PLS DONT RUN AFTER ME WITH A CHOPPER.

howdy people

thanks for th condolences and all. im fine im fine. like really, if you happen to see me in sch, or you are my classmates, best still if you sit beside me.

went to ngee ann poly today. i think it’s very nice. im especially interested in th school of media and film studies. underwhich, a course called mass communication. for L1R4 aggregate of 10. ahh yes, morestill, a B4 for english. 

if you did hear me pinning hopes to get in nanyang junior college. ahh yes, you heard me right too. im also especially interested in th arts faculty thr. of course with a L1R5 aggregate of 11.

trust me, i’ve both of th above futures thought carefully alrd. th future job aspects, th locations, th diplomas/A lvl, th attachments, th GPA, th project based asessments, etc. and still not coming to a conclusion. nvm, i think i have a lil more time to ponder abt this in near future. before this, work hard is th best solution

oh yah, bck to th open hse. it was fun? you bet! take a look:

tt’s my dearest 4 yrs straight classmate, yanqiu, on a surfboard stimulator.

although i’ve wished th new year to start with a new beginning, seems like it didnt. but anw, thou is pretty much happy when anyone brings her to late night supper. th upper thomson road’s paper prata with ice cream, th ang mo kio’s bah kut teh, th chicken porridge at beauty world and th satay at lau pat sat. thks boy.

^th uber funny paper prata! and very delicious indeed! im glad you did realise im not some other girls who fantasize over classy posh restaurant when th food turns out ewww and costs a bomb. i like this alot. thank you very much.

authour’s note: ask me abt my favourite past times and i’ll tell you tt it’s to hunt for good and cheap food. hohoho everybody. :)

yuko comforted me immediately after my mum’s call. and xuelin’s msg was so heartening too. th rest of th girls too(: thks girls. had been running to and forth frm boonlay to amk for my grandma’s funeral. i felt rather okay, she’s my paternal grandma and we see each other not as frequent as to my mum’s side family. but i still feel sad and teared abit when my dad and aunt related grandma’s story to th younger ones over at th funeral. most of thm unhappy, though. if you know me, you’ll have hear me mentioning my father’s story too. but i guess, my dad is just as sentimental.

he’s now over at amk. and i think he hasnt had a proper sleep for a few days. im heading down to amk to take over a lil alrd. so byebye readers. tmr’s th cremation ceremony and i think i’ll only be bck in school by friday ):

i hope i dont regret. arrgh, it’ll be bck yea?

it’s exactly one month to my birthday! YAY! and of course, chinese lunar new year.

AQUARIUS WOMAN

If you are in love with a woman in this
zodiac be prepared to be very happy
or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to
a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her
life, a very strong person indeed.

Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such
person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do.
She is a leader , a real confident type.

She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door
herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time,
and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask
you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks
it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.

She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her,
so he has a
chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man’s reaction,
but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring
type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same
society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her.

Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up
with someone , she won’t show any emotion even deep down inside pain and
agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person
again, because she looks at the world positively and has ‘Faith’ in the word
‘Love’.

She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if
you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She
loves ‘Freedom’ so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the
same. She
likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.

She likes to be the one who is ‘Right’, so if you argue with her , let her
win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight
forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you
straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she
say ‘It’s over’ be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.

She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will
survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly
take care and look after you, even look after you mean ’small loan’. Do not
have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she
is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes
that.

You will not get bore with this type of
girl. Someone who is close to her
will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she
is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she
likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.

She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do.
If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will
just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long
she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a
‘Working Woman’ then you will be OK.

If she mad, find a shelter for the ‘Hurricane’ is here! Her bad temper will
last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of
‘pay Back’ time. Most people might think of her as ‘One of a guy’, but in
fact she is a 100% woman.
She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she
really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and
will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident
and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.

authour’s note: th brief of me and please add on a lil mysterical to it. cos, thou is kinda unpredictable sometime

arrgh, i feel tired immediately after i start this new entry. so, let’s save yestd celebration’s photos to a later time tonight(: and oh, did i mention? jack’s bck frm camp! and im so proud of him. he won himself th title of th BEST MALE FAC! oh, dont you just agree tt we’ve both got good genes? YAY! and inside was a box of savoury ferrero rochers and kinder bueno. sigh, if im not having a sorethroat now, plus at point disappearing voice. grrrh. i cant even sing now.

im participating in chinggay 2008! ahhhahha. mass dance? dont really have a picture abt it. tmr’s th first mass dance practice. shall update more tmr. hope all th dancing and sweating slim ppl down okay. im off to learnt th body groove ah xue just taught! byebyee!

and before tt, here’s a short preview of yestd:

interesting, aint it?